I write to you today, that I am completely surrendered to the WILL OF G'D.
I have banished the scale, I truly have no idea where I am on the scale. I have no
plans as to when I will get back on one. I am learning to be free.
I am erasing every worldly perception as to how I am to act, eat, etc. I can not
live a life with half of me and half of Him. It doesn't work that way. I already
know that all me doesn't work, so I have to trust that all Him will.
I tried to mix the Carbohydrate Addicts Diet and the Maker's Diet. That does
not work. I kept hearing in the back of my brain, you are still not being free.
You are still doing this with you.
I have to stop telling myself lies.
LIE...
I have no control.
TRUTH...
2 Timothy 1:7 For God has not given us a spirit of fear and
timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline.
2 Peter 1: 3-9 His divine power has granted to us all things
that pertain to life and godliness, through the knowledge
of him who called us to his own glory and excellence, by
which he has granted to us his precious and very great
promises, so that through them you may become partakers
of the divine nature, having escaped from the corruption
that is in the world because of sinful desire. 5 For this very
reason, make every effort to supplement your faith with
virtue,[e] and virtue with knowledge, 6 and knowledge with
self-control, and self-control with steadfastness, and
steadfastness with godliness,7 and godliness with brotherly
affection, and brotherly affection with love. 8 For if these
qualities[f] are yours and are increasing, they keep you
from being ineffective or unfruitful in the knowledge of our
Lord Jesus Christ. 9 For whoever lacks these qualities is so
nearsighted that he is blind, having forgotten that he was
cleansed from his former sins.
So I am sorry, if you feel as though I have let you down. I have no idea exactly
where this road goes, except that it's going to a good place. I believe that the bible
is the infallible WORD OF G'D. I have already proven a million times over, my
plans are not good plans and that the worlds plans are not good plans.
I want balance. I want freedom. I want good for me and my family. I do not want
the worry and fear anymore. I do not want my children growing up with the world's
perception of what is right or wrong. Whether they are fat, or pretty, or complete.
I am not a number on a scale! My beauty comes from within and shines out!
I started a notebook today With 4 keys of becoming "Truly Beautiful." Start one
for yourself!
KEYS:
#1 Renew Your Mind (to what the bible says you are what you have, and what you
can do. This requires work. Get into the word and write down
every promise that pertains to you.)
#2 Recognize Your Lies ( write down every lie you tell yourself. I am fat, I am ugly, I
have a lazy spirit, I am ugly on the inside, I have bad hair, I
can't manage my household chores, I'm tired, I don't feel good,
this hurts, I can not get through to my kids...what ever you are
saying that directly contradicts what the word says)
#3 Take Every Thought Captive (Every time you hear a contrary thought back it up by
speaking what The Word says. Example: Thought 'I am
ugly' say out loud "I am beautifully and wonderfully
made PS 139:14)
#4 Change Your Confessions (replace every lie with truth. Confess them every
morning, noon, and night. What you have today is what
you said yesterday. So what you say today you will have
tomorrow. What you say determines what you believe.)
I love you. I hope that you can forgive me for being double minded. I just need to
find the right path and I am willing to share it... GOOD OR BAD!
HUGGZZ
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